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Ellen van Neerven

Ellen van Neerven (they/them) is an award-winning author, editor and educator of Mununjali (Yugambeh language group) and Dutch heritage. They write fiction, poetry, and non-fiction on unceded Turrbal and Yuggera land. van Neerven’s first book, Heat and Light (UQP, 2014), a novel-in-stories, was the recipient of the David Unaipon Award, the Dobbie Literary Award and the NSW Premier’s Literary Awards Indigenous Writers Prize. van Neerven’s poetry collection Comfort Food (UQP, 2016) won the Tina Kane Emergent Award and was shortlisted for the NSW Premier’s Literary Awards Kenneth Slessor Prize. Throat (UQP, 2020), van Neerven’s latest poetry collection, and recipient of the inaugural Quentin Bryce Award, is now available

[A Queer writer told me he wanted to teach]


A Queer writer told me he wanted to teach

heteros how to write Queer and I’m still

thinking about it. Why. Will they climb over

the fence into my backyard like neighbours

searching for a ball or paper aeroplane

in a tree? Here. Will they shine a light to find

me in whatever liminal space I have claimed

as sovereign and try to pick my eyelashes from

my lids. How. Maybe this is an overreaction.

Maybe this is an underreaction. Come. I never

got keys x



[the queer apps]


the queer apps

advertise vaxed 4 vaxed

               vaxed & waxed

vaxed & not waxed


we call out medical apartheid

               India

stigmatising status

reminiscent of the HIV AIDS crisis


queers on the app disclose

a preference for outdoor dates (less risk)

two or three picnics in the park before they

decide whether to get ‘bubbled’


I ask where are the trans and GNC

FNPOCS in my city

I don’t want to venture

out of my home

Xicanx babe (they/them) in LA likes my post

the distant the better

a bit of digital comfort

while I care for my dad

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